Tuesday, November 11, 2008
sienz n disappointed =(
omg i hav not been updatin my blog for such a long time again >.<
today suddenly felt veri sienz n no mood loh =x
its 'cos of my bf again loh...duno wat to say to him anymore la =( i oni gort 1 lock in my heart now which ish 'cos of him n its bcos of him stil jobless for such a long time after we hav gort together...
although i m hapi tat he finali promised to mie tat he'll find a proper job soon n nort go for any study anymore but den even though he has promised,wheneva he go for nterview he dun reli giv his best loh haiz -.-''
the oni way to open tis lock in my heart ish oni wait for him to find a proper n stable job soon...oni tis can help mie unlock the lock in my heart n let my life b much colorful juz like da picture below 'hapi + colorful'
he's goin for an interview again tml wif his fren but it doesn't seems to b a reli proper job but anyway for da time being shud b ok bah ^^ reli dun wish to tink so much now...
i m plannin for future n hv been tinkin how to hav a great future wif him n our family but he don't reli seems to care =( i reli hopes to b wif him n hv our own kid b4 i reach da age of 30 >.<
btw,ytd da branch whr 1 of my fren ish workin in nearly gort rob !!! although nth was lost but my fren was reli trauma from tis incident i hope such thing wont happen to any of us...hope all ish well for everyone~
blogged @ 10.28 p.m.
