Tuesday, February 17, 2009
h@p! buffday to myself??
well well havent been bloggin since long long time i know so i tink today ish da day i update my blog >.<

da valentines' day so called v.day as well has juz past for a few days, i hope everyone had an enjoyable day wif their loved ones^^

as for myself it was stil ok bah i guess went out to drink wif my bf on fri til morning n was so xhausted so we rested at home on v.day itself but to mie it was stil ok cos i tot we could celebrate everythin togeter today as today's nt oni my buffday but it is our 1st anni as well...he oso gave mie a surprise by buyin a gift earlier n hide in da room for mie to 'hunt' =p everythin was stil ok i tot...

but den til today i finali can understand y ppl alwiz tell mie tat expectations oni leads to disappointment hahas tink abit late to know tis now but well its a fact =( in my whole life my previous buffdays i m being pampered but today i actually cried on bed for a few times...

all my expectations din come true !!! wat i tot he would do din happen n i reli duno my mind ish in a whirl i m reli heartbroken...i told myself he would at least put his game on 2nd place today n accompany mie instead but NO i was wrong now i know tat i m nt da most impt bah...

after all these yrs stayin wif my family n being pampered i cant reli accept tis but however, i m so touched tat my parents r among da 1st to wish mie a hapi buffday ytd n i m glad tat someone did bought mie a pc of cake which ish a colleague as well as my mentor inside da bank...

i m oso glad to hv my best fren 'lin gal' if eu see tis as she celebrated my buffday wif mie in advcance last week n treated mie for a dinner at bugis...however, i m stil glad to hv my family n my best fren cos lin gal wil alwiz b thr to comfort mie n talk to mie wheneva anythin happens juz like i hope tat i can do da same to her too...

imagine tat i stil tot mie n my bf wil go bak to 'billy bombers' to dine together tonite juz lyk wat we did last yr but i reli dun wana expect anythin anymore i m too tired to expect anythin...i reli cant take all tis anymore i m reli sad n disappointed...

b4 tis i was stil eager n purposely went to buy 1 new dress n 1 new blouse for v.day n today but din get da chance to wear them on da day i wan to...lastly i hope everyone wil lead a wonderful life but rmb nt to expect too much fr da ppl ard eu or eu might b disappointed...

blogged @ 08.14 p.m.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009