Saturday, February 25, 2012
break da ice ~_~"
i feel so bad n unhapi since the incident last fri but today i feel much better =)

i finally can slp well ltr, cos i finally managed to break da ice wif my best gf ^^

and tmr i'm going pulau ubin for a walk juz a half day tour LoL...hope its fun and the weather is ok (not to hot...pls dun rain) hahaha =D

gd nite everyone and hv a very gd weekend ahead...buaix zzzZZzzZzzZZZz

blogged @ 12.25 a.m.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Sunday, February 19, 2012
sorry i destroyed everything :'(
stopped blogging for few mths tinking that i wont hv to blog when im unhapi anymore...but it looks like im wrong :(

even frens who r close wif me duno wat im tinking of...it can be quite devastated at times having problems n keeping it in ourselves...

the fact is tat i hv no more wrong tinking of him anymore n i reli juz wish to b veri gd fren wif him as well as the frens but well i guess i destroyed everything myself this time...sometimes when thing is over but stil hv to listen to all linking to him is reli irritating cos ppl juz dun blieve tat u dun feel tat way anymore :(

i duno y i did wat i did til now (due to overdrinking?illusion?or...?)...though i know i did wrong but i guess i was reli crazy then...i made everyone who cares disappointed n once again gave them the wrong idea tat im stil tinking of him...

i shud not hv done wat i shud not do (it clearly was a mistake)...n now i cant get the understanding fr anyone...i guess i muz hv surpressed myself for way too long...

however, i would like to apologize to all of them sincerely especially the few who reli cares...im reli sori tat things had to end up so ugly...but words hv been said n things had hpnd though i veri much wanted to rectify i guess its hard...

no way to face them fr now on...i guess i can only go bak to the life of being myself n having only myself again...but once again sori to all for the unhappiness caused n thanks for being thr when i needed the most...

blogged @ 04.06 p.m.

Sunday, February 19, 2012