Wednesday, November 2, 2011
feeL sad on 02.11.11
hi deardear,
its the 3rd bLog im writing to talk to u here. its the only place whr i can xpress wat i wana tell u now because in fb i had to act 'strong' as wat u wana see. do you know hw tough it is??
today i receive a sms fr u in da afternoon n u mentioned that u were nt feeling well. i reli wish to take halfday off n fly to ur side at tat moment, do you know? but end up i din..i guess both of us especially u stil nid time to sort out our thinkings n nw u r stil lost as to wat u wan. i dun wana bother u n let u feel more irritated.
i was reli unhapi when i know u r nt well. wondering do u know whr the medi r? wil u take the right medi? did u hv enuf rest? drink enuf water? *sigh* my heart feels pain cos i used to b taking care of u whenever u fall sick for the past few yrs..
today i just received 3 dresses i bought online. though now nobody would nag at me if i buy new clothes but duno y im stil nt tat hapi :( i miss u badly n reli wish u r by my side..but the fact is u left me n u dun nid me anymore~
yesterday aft i listen to a song by Hebe - Hai Shi Yao Xing Fu, i reli feel that it expresses wat i wana tell u..i decided to let go n let u find ur own happiness but i hope u wil reli b hapi n i would pray for u too~
all i hope now is for u to be ok..hope u wil alwiz b hapi, safe n healthy tats all so pls take care of urself..i told u i missed u but u ignored, well mayb u dun miss me at all i guess *sigh* wadever it is i juz wana tell u that u wil alwiz b thr in a special place deep down in my heart..I LOVE U~!!
blogged @ 08.23 p.m.
